{"id":2975,"date":"2020-02-02T18:02:10","date_gmt":"2020-02-02T17:02:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/szaszkogabriella.com\/?page_id=2975"},"modified":"2020-02-02T18:02:10","modified_gmt":"2020-02-02T17:02:10","slug":"what-is-this-all-about","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/szaszkogabriella.com\/index.php\/en\/what-is-this-all-about\/","title":{"rendered":"What is this all about?"},"content":{"rendered":"

I am blogger since 2012, I have an author\u2019s page in Hungarian (contains some English info if you click here) and a Paranormal Magazine. Since I live my life in English and Hungarian I\u2019ve played with a thought for a long time to have an all English language blog. In this blog I\u2019d like to share my life with you with cruel honesty \ud83d\ude42 At least I am trying to, because I have a lot to share about anxiety, living a creative life and moving far away from home.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0I am a recovering agoraphobiac who actually loves to travel and I live my life in a different country with my husband. Actually I have big issues with travelling alone, riding a bus alone and even go for a long walk. I started to recover from my panic disorder and agoraphobia one year ago but I know that\u2019s a lifelong journey for me. I have struggled with anxiety since my childhood, I had better and worse periods in my life. I\u2019d like to share my experiences with anxiety. I\u2019ve never believed in pills and after a lot of years of therapy (and five years in university learning psychology) I\u2019ve been disappointed psychotherapy as well. I don\u2019t think that I can share an ultimate wisdom about how to heal from anxiety but I can share my thoughts and methods with you.<\/p>\n

But I won\u2019t dedicate this blog just to anxiety and agoraphobia. I\u2019d like to write about all the life crisis I am struggling with. After university I left the usual path, I\u2019ve never used my degree to find a \u201cnormal\u201d job. I decided to live a creative life and after five years of hard work I published one book in Hungary (and the second is coming in December). Instead of became a psychologist I chose a completely different path. Now I am an author, an editor, a blogger, an online journalist and trying to be a translator too. Still a long way to go. This five year was the most difficult part of my life. Actually I\u2019ve never thought it is going to be so hard. As a teenager I was an \u201cA\u201d student, I went to university and I thought that\u2019s it. And then I realized that\u2019s not really it. I saw my close friends struggling in their twenties with carriers and life choices. I think it\u2019s really worth to talk about. Life is not all planned out. It\u2019s not just about school, work, having kids, retirement and death. I felt like suffocating when I thought about this kind of life path. Still to choose not to follow this \u201cnormal\u201d path was the hardest. We moved to a different country we filled our life with experiences.<\/p>\n

So this blog is all about life. Living abroad, living as a freelancer, travelling with phobias, living with your fears, accepting yourself. As I said I am not sharing any wisdom with you. I am just a thirty year old with some experiences. But I would like to invite you to figure out stuff together. I hope you\u2019ll stick with me.<\/p>\n

Regards,<\/p>\n

Gabi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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